im going shopping at 4am :)

sorry for posting so much today

buuuttt

So if you don't know the story about my latest facebook blah here yah go. Like maybe two weeks ago some guy messages me saying he is my grandfather and Yeah he is but I never met him before. He ignored my mother for years and after my grandmother past away he sent my mom a happy birthday card and expected everything to be okay. eff no. Then now he joins face book and tried adding my mother she didnt add him back. I added him and so did my little sister to be nice and hes creeping us out. Saying he wants to get to know us and asking us questions. so last night he messages my little sister via facebook and says your moms oldest daughter is your dads step daughter. she is actually your step sister. HOW IN THE HELL COULD HE SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT?? my older sister is definitely my full sister she looks just like my little sister and exactly like my father so he could fuck off. I will never speak one word to that creepy old man again.

I keep getting private phone calls from some older woman asking for candy and cindy. then she asked if my number was a bar...IT WAS 11:30 IN THE MORNING! But then she just kept calling and calling and I flipped on her told her I was at a daycare center not a bar and I am at work. She called again asking for my name..wow. You call me private and you expect me to tell you my name??? some people are retarded I swear. Then finlly this was the last time she called and I just picked up my cell answered it and threw it on the table and she didn't call back after that.

my boyfriend has the bucket list on, i can't take it.

Ville's new tattoos freak me out and now I find him less attractive, I mean that has nothing to do with the music, it is just weird I dunno.

its the one of Klaus Kinski maybe because it is new, i just fell weird when I look at ville.

tomorrow is Monday
tomorrow I have work in the morning
tomorrow, I hope, I will get my diru videos I ordered.



I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEW HIM ALBUM

also I discovered a new brand of clothes called Kensiegirl, they made this amazing jacket and I bought it. It was originally $88.00 but I got it for $15.00 at Gabriels.

i love jack white.

I never go on that site now that I am basically poor as dirt all the time. I decided to look around today and ended up buying a new pair of black and white high sole tuk creepers because mine are on the way out the door. IIIIII look in womens jackets. OMG I LOVE JACKETS. i own too many jackets to count . jackets and jogging pants are my main types of clothes i only own two pairs of pants I wear all the time jeans and dress pants...but anywho back to the point, I need to save money for he black moto the black lace bow, and the machine jacket.



I am watching ww2 in HD because comcast switched the channels all around and now on my basic cable TV doesn't get normal channels like E, VH1, ETC, I have been watching the history channel...I like war shows.

toshiya.

dance sucked soo bad today.

I did tap duet just fine, I felt weak but I blamed it on being 8:30 a.m.

I had an hour break so went home then came back at 10:15 to do lyrical class. My legs wouldn't losen up during stretches and my arms felt like jello. We started to do the dance, it isn't hard and I usually do it very well, but today was a different story. I couldn't do a double pirouette to save my life and could barely stay on releve. Then my dance teacher added rolling splits to the dance. WELL. I don't know why but when I do splits i feel like im going to vomit and rolling splits hurt even worse, I actually puked this time, has anyone ever heard of this?



then I smacked the back of my head off the floor during a shoulder roll.